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Tuesday, 04 March 2008
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I'm lonely but you can save me...
Ok,
so yesterday worked,
I ate one apple for breakfast,
and after that dinner.
I didn't sleep at all last night,
maybe it was because of being cold.
And remembering those sleepless nights,
but I think mainly..
Because I'm going to break up,
with maybe,
the love of my life.
I can't really tell why.
But it kills me.Today:
b- apple, actimel & coffee (+ water)
l- actimela, apple, two crispy rolls & two chocolat eggs(pure) (+ water)d- soup & breade- ?
to do:
-school 10.00 - 15.35-economy 16.30-17.30- Homework: study for test(nl), ak homework, math S1/S2, read book, read anw (par 1, 2, 3)
Sunday, 02 March 2008
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It's always a rainy day without you...
All of my pants do not fit anymore,
I've become a fat girl.
With a bmi between; 19.6 and 20.0.
I want it to be 18.8. That's my goal,
how many time do you think I need.
I want it in 3 weeks,
fuck this.
Let's get serious.Plan tomorrow:
b- coffee & water
l- apple & water
d- lots of veggies, water & some meatex- to gym
- tanning salonto do:
- go to school
- pick up my pictures
- read in book
- do homework
- study for teston wednesday I will weigh myself again,
I'm sad and exited,
I know I can do this,
I was a fucking anorexic for 5 years,
fuck it, my bmi was 14.8 at lowest.
NO, i do not want that anymore,
but fuck,
now I'm just plain fat.x
Friday, 06 April 2007
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I'm fucking up everyday again.
It's going to change NOW.
Thinspo for us...
Thursday, 05 April 2007
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I'm sick today. Cancelled my party. Going to bed.
B.
-muesli with yoghurt
-one slice of bread
L.
-munching on some dried prunes and apricots.
D.
-tbax
Wednesday, 04 April 2007
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I want someone to be proud of me:
Yesterday night I did not have a laxative. This is the first time in a year I haven't took a laxative before I went to bed. And guess what I did this morning: yeah, I pooped!
Today:
B.
-Muesli with yoghurtL.
-A banana with 'skinny' ben and jerry's
D.
-An egg
-An applex
Mriek_Lost
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